Tho we had a horny start, it didn't define our relationship

Na-meet ko siya sa isang pageant ng mga chinese. Yung friend ko kasi ay organizer nun kaya sinama ako dun sa event. Matagal ko na siyang nakikita during practice and rehearsals pero we didn't have a chance to talk siguro hanggang tinginan lang. Nagkausap kami nung hiningi niya yung number ko dun sa aking friend. Ayun after ng pageant (runner-up siya btw), niyaya niya akong lumabas nung una nahihiya ako pero pinilit akong sumama ng kaibigan ko kasi matagal na din daw niya akong tinatanong sa friend ko.

Call me malandi pero nagsex agad kami on our first night together and public sex pa yun

. It was in a gasoline station cr along slex hahaha. He may be chinese pero malaki yung sa kanya and in fairness, walang amoy at mapula pa. He fucked me from behind tho it was a quickie. He sure was a sucker and ang galing niya. Di ko inakala. It was kinda awkward fucking with a stranger pero we just laughed it off.

He took me somewhere and nakaabot kami ng tagaytay. We went to a bulalo resto and ang dami niyang kinaing bulalo. I took the chance to know and see him better. In fairness, gwapo and maputi. Kahit maganda ang katawan, ang lakas niyang kumain which made him look cuter. We had a great time and mas nakilala namin ang isa't isa. I made a friend that night.

Tho we had a horny start, it didn't define our relationship. Later on he asked me kung pwedeng manligaw. Ganon na lang panunyo niya sa akin. He often visited me in school (he's from a diff school btw) and we always hangout sa qpark while watching those hiphop dancing students (he's a dancer din kaya he likes to watch such). Naging kami din and we were happy about it. Yes we still had sex (more often actually). Kung saan kami inaabutan ng libog nagsesex agad kami. One time we did it sa carpark and sa labas pa ng kotse niya namin ginawa. Magaling naman kaming magtago kayo (or did we). Ewan ko I had this notion na kapag dancer ka mas magaling ka sa kama. Ang galing niya bumayo, ugh his hips look sexy while he pushes his manhood inside me. I had the best sex life with him. Yung tipong hinahalikan ka niya habang malapit na siyang labasan. Ughh.

We lasted for sweet 2 years. Ito kasi mahirap kapag chinese ang isa sa inyo eh. This kind of relationship is not allowed because of shit culture and beliefs. Worse, pareho pa kaming chinese. Though we know from the very beginning that we wont last, we succumbed ourselves into thinking that there is a forever for us. Pero hindi. Wala. We had to do this dahil ikakatakwil namin ito ng family namin branding us as a \"disgrace\" because after all, family first. It was a painful mutual consent and it was all over. We broke up 5 months before my graduation.

I graduated with honors and nung umakyat ako sa stage, I saw him there in the corner standing smiling and clapping for me. Parang nung unang beses ko siyang nakita. Siya ang nasa stage at ako yung audience pero ngayon baliktad naman. I tried containing my tears throughout the ceremony and after that i tried finding him pero wala na siya. It was the last time I saw him.
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