I was just a GV person

"I was 2nd yr college facebook got famous. One time I was browsing my timeline and I saw a really cute guy which I decided to stalk. Turned out he's from the school being pointed by Benavidez I added him. But I never expected I'd get noticed.

Fastforward 2yrs after, may nakainuman akong new friends na sinasama ako lagi pagmeron silang inuman magbabarkada. Type kasi ako nung isa. Di ko akalaing makikita ko yung fb crush ko from 3yrs ago. Di ko na sya masyadong crush pero pogi parin sya. I was being my natural self lang everytime we go out but I always catch him staring at me, smiling. One time tinanong ko sya bakit, he said, \"\"wala lang. NakakaGV ka kasi\" that's when he started calling me GV. Hanggang sa di na ko nakakasama sa barkada nila since busy na and graduating na ko.

One time, he messaged me. He asked me saan ako. And i told him I'm at school and asked why. He said, \"pwede ka ba lumabas later? Kelangan ko ng kausap e. Kelangan ko maGV.\" being the kind of friend who always wants to help an emotionally upset person, pumayag ako. We met at a mall. Usap. Kwento. Then he said ang ingay sa mall and if i was willing to go with checkin in a hotel to talk. Kinabahan ako, but I said yes. So we walked to a nearby hotel.

Inside, he laid down sa bed. Ang pogi nya parin. Kinilig ako ng konti na we were in the same room, kahit na maguusap lang kami. He asked me to lie down beside him. I did. He hugged me and said, \"malabo kasi kami ngayon e. Cool off.\" i was looking at him and he was teary-eyed. I tried asking further but he declined to tell the whole story. Nung nagtanong pa ko ulit, he proceeded to kiss me. Ang labot ng lips nya, he kissed my neck, my ears, and then unbuttoned my top. I stopped him. Then he asked why? I said, \"in a relationship ka e.\" he said, \"ayaw mo ba?\" and because he was my crush and andun na kami, I said yes. He kissed my body. And it was ecstatic. He then removed his longsleeved shirt and I knew it was my turn. So I kissed him, his neck and down to his nipples, toyed with it with my tongue until he moaned. He held my head and directed it downward. So i hastily removed his pants and underwear, at nasurprise ako sa laki ng tool nya. I think it was around 7 in length. Pero the girth, grabe. I licked its head, and sucked it. While playing with his balls. He was moaning. I knew i had to keep him satisfied so i swallowed it, swallowed it whole. I was gagging, ang laki grabe. And he held my head like that while he mouthfucked me. Naghabol ako ng hininga when he pulled out. And then he removed my pants. He kissed me on my inner thighs, soft gentle kisses that sent shivers to my spine. Then he got sheets and covered my hard dick with it and kissed it. Teasingly. Mine was not as big as thick as his, but almost the same in length. He kissed its length. I tried holding his head to direct him into swallowing it, but he refused. He then told me to lie on my back and put my legs on his shoulders. Kinabahan ako. I dont know if i could handle a thing that big. It was quick. He entered fast. The next thing i knew, i was howling with a mixture of pleasure and pain. He fucked me like I was a pornstar. And the pain was terrible. But i saw that he was enjoying it so i pretended to enjoy. He grasped my cock and tried jacking me off. But it was too limp. He continued fucking until he was able to reach climax. And then he laid beside me. Tired. Handsome. Satisfied. I was left hanging. Unpleasured.

He said thanks, and we went separate ways. I waited for another text. Hoping. Maybe that now that he's single, he might try to pursue me. He didn't. Next time we talked on facebook, he already has a new boyfriend. I knew then that he would never be mine. I would always be that person who makes him feel better, happier but never someone he's willing to commit and make happy. I was just a GV person."

- ML