3 years in a relationship. Or should I say relationshit. Nagtagal tayo and narealize ko, sex na lang habol mo eh. Yes we love each other pero sumosobra ka na. You've hurt me not once or twice. Physically, emotionally, and mentally. You were my first at everything. I gave you my virginity because I knew you were the one. But now? No. I regret that I gave that to you. You didn't respect me that I would give it to my husband. But when I gave that to you I knew that you wouldn't leave me because you love me and I love you. My mistake. Ngayon? Oo mahal mo ko. Mahal mo katawan ko. Ang hirap tanggapin kasi
babae ako and a guy friend of mine knows everything. Siya lang nasabihan ko kasi alam ko na tanggap niya ako and I trust him. Ngayon na hindi ka prin ngbabago. Ang dami ng nagsasabi sa akin na gusto nila ako at if ever daw na ung guy ko na friend maaga nyang nalaman ang mga bagay bagay probably he's courting me. But I'm scared to leave you. Gago ka ba binigay ko ung virginity ko sayo tapos sasayangin mo. Gago. Putulin ko ung alaga mo para fair tayo. Sana marealize mo na yung mga sinasabi nila sa akin. Why are you wasting a girl like me? And why am I wasting myself for a guy like you? I'm still giving you some time pero kung hindi ka na magbabago. Then I'm gonna leave you. I don't want to waste my time waiting for someone who keeps on hurting me. Masakit kasi alam ko na walang sasalo sa akin. Pero may friends pa ako I know they wouldn't leave me. Btw, if ever na tatawagin mo kong malandi kasi puro lalaki kasama ko. Ikaw naman puro babae kasama mo. Close ako sa lalake, I admit that. Masayang kasama mga lalaki kasi malakas mga trip nila tsaka kapag nagsabi ako ng problema ko hindi nila ako jinujudge. unsure emoticon
P.S: Umayos ka na.
- Wasted time
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