"I have a very understanding, loyal, and responsible boyfriend. He courted me for several months, and now, we're together. However, recently, I noticed that he's being too \"good\" for me like always remembering my curfew, helping (more on forcing) me to study and the list goes on.
Don't get me wrong, there is no third party involved. But then.. it's like his goodness is putting some sort of barrier between us. I think I want him to be..
. naughty? Maybe I want him to not... respect me? IYKWIM. Haha! But knowing him, he wouldn't even dare. We can only hug or kiss. I want more. I'm hungry for more, and I want him to satisfy my cravings.
Does that make me like a bitch if I want him to let loose? Although not too much. I've seen him get wild when he got drunk and he went full retard. SMH.
He cares about me and my future so much but fails to see me now in the present. It's just that he is very determined with his convictions at the cost of his life.
I know it's selfish, but then I'm not sure what to do. I'm in a dilemma of talking to him (and being rejected - WHICH I HATE!) or being just quiet and dissatisfied. I'm also scared that he may see me in a bad light. Any comments on the matter will be appreciated. Thanks!
XOXO"
- Femme fatale
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